The breakup of an important love relationship is the most traumatic of human experiences and we have all suffered through at least one I am sure. In many ways we can more easily cope with the death of a loved one. Although we don’t understand death, at least we understand its finality. With the breakup of a relationship, days and weeks of lingering and haunting “ifs” often follow. The pain can penetrate every fiber of our being. In the days following the breakup we think of little else than the one we loved and trusted, the one we had so much invested in. Everywhere we go we are reminded of them–a face in a crowd, the flash of a familiar shirt, a distant voice, a song. In an effort to get away from things we may take a trip, only to find that in some way it reminds us of a special place we visited with our loved one. We struggle daily to force them from our thoughts only to find we are spending all of our time doing so.
Chance of Reconciliation
Sometimes the break up does not have to be permanent. This is something that has to be decided by both partners. If there is a chance for reconciliation then I would like to recommend any one of these 4 e-guides or all of them for some wonderful and useful resources on how to repair the relationship. If you feel that it can be worked out then consider these tools:
Bring Back A Lost Love: Discover How You Can Easily Bring Back the Love of Your Life! – A Potent 4-Step Strategy Which Works!
1000 Questions For Couples By Michael Webb Relationship Expert: How compatible are you and the person you are with? How would you know? Just because you like the same types of foods and pets does not mean that you can have a blissful, long-term relationship.
Love-Dating-Romance Collection From Oprah Relationship Expert: Would you like to have the sort of relationship that makes all of your friends and family look at you with amazement and say “I wish we could have a marriage like theirs”?
Win Back Love: How To Win Back The Love Of Your Life: “You’re About To Discover Potent Secrets Most People Will Never Know About How To Quickly And Easily Get Back Together With Your Ex And Create An Unbreakable Bond Together….”
Now for those of you that know it is over here are some words of comfort to try and help you through.
Confronting Your Own Self-Doubts
And then there are the haunting doubts. If the breakup came after a long and painful decision on your part, you may constantly “replay” conversations and constantly re-evaluate the “evidence.” Possibly your decision was too hasty?; possibly the culprit was your pride?; possibly a really honest and open discussion would have cleared things up?…and on and on and on you question your decision.
Thousands of “if’s,” “possibly’s” and “maybes”
If the other person made the decision to break off the relationship, in addition to your pain, you are left with a feeling of helplessness. Possibly they misunderstood something?; maybe they would change their mind if you could only explain?; possibly they heard something that was untrue?. And if you, by chance, did something in a weak moment to cause the breakup, you may then be left with the extra pain and burden of remorse and guilt piled on top of the pain of separation. And then there are your well-meaning friends with their misguided efforts at trying to cheer you up by saying you are better off without them.
Dealing with the Hurt
While struggling with the pains of separation you might envy those “swinging singles” who seem to have an “easy come, easy go” attitude about relationships. It may come as some consolation to know that you are fortunate in having the ability to feel both the love (and pain) of separation. Psychologists say that despite our vulnerability, and despite the pain we may regularly suffer when we lose love, we are much better off than the people who are unable to develop deep and meaningful relationships. Without the ability to truly know love they are forced to remain “outsiders” and “observers” to life’s most important human experience. Even so, the pain of separation hurts, and it hurts very badly. Witness the endless parade of heartbreak songs that have been published, review the writings of poets and novelists over the centuries or look at the popularity of psychic advice lines. Your experience has been shared by millions who have preceded you, and your hurt will be experienced by millions more who will follow. If you only knew it, there are thousands all around you right now who are feeling the pain of separation and the emptiness of lost love. Some in anger say, “I will never allow it to happen again.” That’s just another way of saying, “I will never love again.” Sure, for a while it may be necessary to withdraw while healing takes place. But shutting yourself off from the possibility of love over a long period of time stagnates your life, and it may even eventually send you into a slow, spiraling descent of general withdrawal and despair. It is said that women take the breakup of a relationship harder than men. Kelly’s [name changed] experience is not uncommon. “I thought everything was fine. We had made plans… talked about marriage, where we would live, what kind of a house we would have; everything. And suddenly his feelings started to cool. He just lost interest…. He didn’t really tell me why other than he just came to the conclusion that it won’t work between us. He was really sorry, he said and [then]…he made it totally clear that it was over. Maybe I should have forced him to explain; find out why. But in my anger and hurt …I figured if he could treat me like that, I really didn’t want anything to do with him anyway–now or ever. [In the days that passed] I really thought he would call; tell me that there had been a misunderstanding…. After a week it really hit me. He meant it; he wasn’t going to call; it was really over! I went into a depression you wouldn’t believe. I cried day and night. I took three days off work–“flu” I called it. I decided to take a trip. But soon as I got there, I wanted to come back. I thought maybe he would try to call, and I wouldn’t be there.
They Didn’t Call
Then I started worrying that maybe something was wrong with him; maybe he had some disease or something, so in a weak moment I called him and when he answered, he sounded cheerful. I couldn’t say anything, so I just hung up. Finally …I took down all his pictures and I packed up everything he had given me–clothes, the little stuffed toys on the bed that I loved so much, everything–and I packed it all in a big suitcase and put it in the garage. …and then I cried all night. I took long walks; just wandered around aimlessly. After three days when my “flu” was over, I went back to work. Everybody said I looked awful and that I should take a few more days off. But I couldn’t stand being by myself any more. I started doing my work like some sort of robot…. I figured if I could just survive a couple weeks, maybe until the end of April, the hurt would start to go away. It got to be my goal just to get through each day…then the end of the week…and then the end of the month. I even started “crossing off” the days out on a calendar, until the end of the month, just like prisoners are supposed to do. I jogged for an hour every night so I would be so tired I could go to sleep.” Kelly said later said that it took her over six months just to be able to go through a day without feeling the pangs of hurt and bitterness. Although each of our experiences is different, each shares the common element of self-doubt, pain, disappointment and despair. Are there ways to speed the healing; ease the pain?
Ways of Coping with the Loss
There is no one best way to cope with the breakup of a relationship. Each of us is different. Some people find that it helps to lose themselves in the company of friends. Some don’t want to be around people. Some people find it helps to get away to an entirely different set of conditions. But this didn’t work for Kelly. Some immediately try to look for a new love interest. Most who try this find that until they get over a previous love, a successful new relationship is impossible. Nevertheless, there are some important guidelines for coping. First, don’t try to immediately repress the hurt. You may only succeed in pushing it beneath the surface where it will eventually make itself manifest in some undesirable, hard-to-uncover form–a general mistrust of affection, a lowered self-concept, general hostility, or whatever. If you feel like crying; cry. If you feel like ripping up a pillow; rip it up. If it feels good to tear the person’s pictures in a thousand pieces and then set fire to them; do that too. As long as you know that afterward you can live with whatever you do, fine. So the first step is to accept your hurt as normal and expected. Confront it openly and honestly, but in small, manageable doses. It’s perfectly all right to feel totally miserable. You are not “weak.” You don’t have to apologize or explain to anyone. In short, accept your hurt as normal and expected, and allow yourself the opportunity to openly work through it. If you feel that the fault or failure in the relationship was yours, don’t be afraid to accept the responsibility. So you made a mistake; acknowledge your failure and resolve that it’s one mistake you won’t make again. Contrary to everything you may be feeling, it’s not the end of the world. Try to overcome the emotional dependency represented by the relationship. If possible, plan a full schedule of things that will give you a personal sense of accomplishment and adequacy. Try to avoid wallowing in sentimentality, pining over love songs, reading old love letters, or reminiscing old times.
The Value of Distractions
Distractions can help you deal with your feelings in tolerable stages. A distraction may be the company of friends, a long trip (if you have that luxury), or the launching of major and maybe physically-demanding, spare-time project (if you can force yourself into one). Keep yourself occupied. Physical activities–jogging, swimming, tennis–are good therapy. And, as in the case of Kelly, they will probably also help you sleep. As many people know, just “making it through the night” is often the most difficult part of each passing day. You don’t need photos or gifts around you that will constantly remind you of the person. Pack them all up and put them away–far away. In a year, or maybe two or three years, you might go through them and keep the things you want and throw out the rest. In five years you might like to put a few of the photos in your album along with some other pictures of important people and things in your life.
And This Too Shall Pass
Remember, as time passes you will have an entirely different perspective on things. But for right now avoid the reminders. If it’s obvious that the relationship is (or should be) over, take the “cold turkey” approach. Don’t constantly “replay” or reexamine conversations or arguments you may have had. Yes, you will want to evaluate the relationship–to honestly admit its good points and its bad points, its rewards and its problems. But unless you know that a major error was made, something that can and should be fixed, walk away from the relationship and leave it behind. Make a clean and complete break. Wounds will heal faster if you don’t risk constantly reopening them. Although you may believe at this point that you will never love again, try to remember that there is not just one, “right person” in the world for any of us. In time you can love again. And next time you will be a wiser person, a person who has benefited by experience and is now more capable of a successful relationship. One final word. I said earlier that in surviving the breakup of a relationship we need to work through feelings of “emotional dependency.” Most of the pain we experience after breaking off a relationship is centered in that dependency. In working through the end of a relationship, most people find, or are forced to find, a new inner strength and adequacy. Although people are important to our lives and happiness, no one person should be allowed to be absolutely essential to that happiness. If you feel that you “can’t live without someone,” know that such dependency betrays your own innate worth and sense of adequacy. By divesting responsibility for our own welfare, we make ourselves vulnerable and we can be easily manipulated. Above all, we must assume responsibility for ourselves. A truly solid relationship can only result from the blending of two truly solid people. When a relationship ends very painfully, you may have to face your need to assert and build your own adequacy as a separate, adequate human being. Five years from now you may realize that the pain you went through only marked the beginning of a new sense of strength and personal adequacy. There is always a reason for everything and although we can’t seem to see it at the time, as we go forward and analyze our past experience, a glimmer of recognition as to WHY will slowly form if you heart is open to the lesson.